christmas list:

the sims pc game. i hope ben reads this. hi ben

!?i am happy as a bunny.happy bunny bunny happy. i am also sick as a sailor peeooow.

-- i spend all my time, counting down the days/hours and trying to keep busy until....

acoustic music and pretty singers. oh how i have missed you, you shall make a hefty return on my playlists.hia.

i wish christmas would hurry up. i like christmas alot.

dreaming of creepy girls in Nutttah home makes me ill.

not stressing about things.

always spending to much time looking at the past.

focusing on the negatives, wanting to be what i'm not.
trying to be something or someone else.

LoOk FoRwArD, future.

accepting myself for...myself. i am what i am.

Amazing, Truth.

-Love is a temporary madness. It erupts like an earthquake and then subsides. And when it subsides you have to make a decision. You have to work out whether your roots have become so entwined together that it is inconceivable that you should ever part. Because this is what love is. Love is not breathlessness, it is not excitement, it is not the promulgation of promises of eternal passion. That is just being "in love" which any of us can convince ourselves we are.

Love itself is what is left over when being in love has burned away, and this is both an art and a fortunate accident. Your mother and I had it, we had roots that grew towards each other underground, and when all the pretty blossom had fallen from our branches we found that we were one tree and not two.

i like expressing myself, thoughts and opinions through singing, acting, drawing and writing. i am in love. we all have a dream. ambition is the key to living your thoughts.

i think god is controlling us all like puppets, that everything in life is fated. however, i also believe this fate can be changed, it's just up to us which road we take. i want nothing more out of life that complete happiness.

Today i had another lesson about mistakes. Applicable to me;

"more people would learn from their mistakes if they weren't so busy
denying them"-Harold J.Smith.

If mistakes are the stepping stones to success, then i am going to be one very successful woman.